posting..

talking about posting..

sabah and kelantan will sound like nightmare to most us..

the moment i called kkm,

my hand was shaking..

my mind couldnt think properly..

my hand didnt feed my mouth with my lunch efficiently..

den i heard....

"huh"

for the second time, i heard it clearly..

JOHOR..

ya..

back to the state where i was born and grown up..

then heard of what others got..

although i really wanted Selangor..

i am still a lucky one to get the state printed on my ic...

talked to some of them..

those who want to appeal..

those who are in dilemma...

those who are happy with what they get..

at first,

i was thinking..

appeal is quite impossible..

appeal to klang valley lagi impossible..

i think i demotivated them..

then i heard of their voices..

their reasons...

suddenly something strike my head..

ask me to stop spreading negative energy..

why not giving them hope..

not false hope..

but encouragement..

the positive energy and positive mind that i have learnt before..

the chance might be slim..

we know it well..

but chance meaning there is still a hope..

a possibility..

so why not look at the bright side?

at the same time

dont feel too disappointed if the hope failed to come true..

this second route might not be that bad afterall..

bring the positive energy to the place and start off the new journey..

Dear Friends,

sorry if i said something that hurt u..

or demotivated u..

good luck friends! for the appeal process and the future undertakings..

-Cy